Its been 4 Months. 4 months in which i ve travelled about 12-13.000 km by car. Woken up in about 20 different beds. Met thousands of new people, lost some long time friends. Have been suprised by some people, but mostly once again being disappointed by people I thought better of.
I ve been workin a job, I thought I was good at, but I guess still need to learn a thing or two.
Have been confronted with arrogance, ignorance and selfishness.
I ve also been faced with unconditional love, friendship that will last a lifetime and family.
I ve seen lots of people cry, seen lots of people smile, seen lots of people angry or full of joy.
So yes its been a random summer. But its also taught me a lesson - a pretty scary one and a pretty sad one. Sacrificing oneself for others will never pay off. I know lots of people will disagree, but I ve tried and tried for a long time now and all its gotten me in return was disappointments and lots and lots of frustration, so I guess its time to call this lifestyle quits and move on to a new stage in my life. This part will be called "Me, myself and I......"
So I guess I ll have to finish off this stage, but soon I ll start the new one and I cant wait for this change, cause its about time, even though it might be too late.
So see you all there, or maybe not ;)
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Stinky,
AntwortenLöschenwhatever you think and whatever you do.. God will always understand and He's the only one that could always love you unconditionally.
Remember, as much as you think that you have sacrificed yourself for nothing... I don't agree..For it is said, all worth is paid according to its price.
The true worth of a man is the one who can give and love when he knows he cannot have it back, and how he treat someone who can do him absolutely no good.
Don't change... it is who you are..and it is a gift.
*Big Hug*
Smelly feet
I vote "Me, myself and I + sis OK, and maybe + smelly feet"^^
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