Its done!!!!!

GRADUATION - JANUARY 21st 2009

So finally, after a long long journey, I ve finished my studies. And with that I ve finished a chapter of my life, which has seen me develop from an insecure child to an independent grown up, which is handling life, even though reading my blog it seems like I m not. But really I am. I ve finally arrived on the real stage and once I find a job and place to settle down, this is really what will dictate my life for the future and I think it will also help me to find peace of mind and I should be a different person from then on =)

So, thats really whats happening now. Me trying to find a job. So if anyone has a job in Event or Projectmanagment in the waiting, feel free to leave me a comment ;P

Other than this, still having lots of thoughts and ideas for the upcoming baseball season. I really wanna make a change and have the team feel my own touch, without copying everything from last season. But I think some people have already sensed it and I really hope we can be a better team, win more games and therefore have an exciting season.

Anyways that is it for today, but not before the latest quote.....

Take care everyone

" Obstacles are meant to strengthen, not defeat. We experience hard times when
we start forgetting to appreciate what we have. No matter what challenges you
endure, know that it is only to have you remember what you are made of and the
power you have to make a difference."-Kathlin Panteah

A new year and definately a new chapter

Welcome 2009!



This year my life will change forever in every aspect of life, at least if all goes according to plan.
I will graduate next week. I will then hopefully find a job soon, finally work and have some direction and security in my life. It will also enable me to finally move out and set up my own place, which hopefully help me to strengthen my own identity, as I ve often lived in made up places, which i didnt really have that much of a choice to decide what I want. For example I have never in my whole life had the chance to pick my own furniture and as silly as this may sound I m really looking forward to it.



I have also become the Headcoach of the mens baseball team, a new challenge in my life, which I m excited for and I really hope I can make a difference, as I m currently making a lot of plans, but I tend to get frustrated rather quickly in things like these, but I know I have to be patient as things take time. But hopefully by the end of june we will also have our own field and I ll have more opportunities. I might also be reelected on the EB and plan to make some changes in structure and organization there.Then at the end of the year I might call it quits to finally give my body some rest as its taken a toll. But I guess it will take some time to decide that, but it might be time.



And everything else in my life will of course depend on where i find my job and where I ll settle down.



So yes I m excited for 2009. Its a clean sheet with a million possibilities. And even if its just for the reason stated in the quote it gives me hope.

"Everything that humans want or desire or hope for, every kind of external fetish no matter how remote or minor that they may premise some key part of their happiness upon, is a nerve that can be tweaked, a fear that can be toyed with -- even by oneself. Most of the "present" in human life is really subjective projections of a kind of future that one needs to believe in, in order to stave off despair or futility or disillusionment, etc. We live most of our lives in an unwitting subjunctive mood, in the unrecognized modulation from actualities into the possibilities of an always-intoxicating wish-world." - Kenneth Smith