Trip to the past

So I just went to korea for a 2 week trip. I got back 2 days ago. I always get these weird feelings when i go some other places, cause it reminds me of the crazy life i ve been living for the past couple of years. Even my friends are wondering if i m in one country for more than a couple of months. So it was time for another visit abroad and it brought back a lot of memories from my past stays. Fond memories, but also sad ones.

Then again it also reminded me of how i really have to grow up. Whenever I m there i dont live a grown up life, i still live the life of a "student" and its about time i let go off that. Its not a bad thing, because its fun and enjoyable, but then often i m not content with that.

So actually right now I m pondering a job offer, which again would keep me away from growing up and moving out and all that, but its just a bad timing to be on the job market, so i might still consider it. at least its work and good for my resume.

i m just pressing to move out and move on from this chapter. but i guess it will take some time. its ok. i guess there is still some steps to be taken for it, if ever i reach that stage.

Other than that there is some other things i ve been thinkin a lot about. but those are kind of personal so i might not fill you in on this ;P

So anyways. its always good to go to a country and korea really is part of me. Its just hard i cant really speak korean. I really have to study to get better at it and hope next time i can speak better and i also need to lose some weight again. I m on track though. So i hope by summer i ll be back to 85kg.

ok, enough about this. This is just a brief update to let you know what i ve been up to. Which basically is working on baseball stuff as the season is approaching and maybe start my job next monday (maybe).

So thats it for today. Take care everyone.

another quote, this time from an unnknown source, but i really like it :

"As we grow up,we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever
let you down... probably will. You will have your heart brokenprobably more than
onceand it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt
when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new
love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fastand
you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too
much, and love like you have never been hurt because every sixty seconds you
spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back."